Times when I would wish pain never exited
Times when I would wish my feelings were numbed
I would cry, I would scream, I would hurt, I would writhe in pain
For all my life, my feelings were not considered
For all the traumas I’ve gone through
For all the agony of not having anything
For the shame that I feel, for the anger inside my heart
For all the abuses that have been hurled at me.
I kill myself and wish to be reborn
To a hopeful, happy and colorful life
To a content and independent human
To a life without threats, To the death of the tree that terrorizes me
There’s pain, and there’s healing.
I shall live
I shall be happy
I shall achieve my dreams!
This time, with less traumas
Just a happy ending